girtheninja21

have you ever been so lost that you dont know who you are anymore? you used to have an idea, a image of who you were and how people percived you.... im so lost right now...i honestly dont know who i am with out....nvm they arent apart of my life all that much any more...ive got to learn and figure out who i am.... i used to have a style, a certain way of dress...now i dont...used to be all black all the time. only skinny jeans, black tees or red...when they left my life they took my idenity with them ...im having to figure out who i am with out them....its very difficult...shopping used to be easy but now idk what i like or who i like ...i

valentines day tomorrow, and im alone...its a weird feeling yet i give a sigh of relief because the pressure has been taken off my shoulders...but i miss that pressure all the same. Time to move on though funny how its been months since the break up and to me to be honest, it is already old news...im already over it...almost happy about it. that relationship had become a major drag upon my life and i feel bad about saying that. i am happy about it truthfully. so being lonesome on valentines day doesnt really effect me...this is a day of love, any kind of love. friendship or relationship love. this valentines day is about friendship loves and